Playing in the Woods 11/28/20

It’s going to be so hard to behave myself, My Master

I am so obsessed with you

“But that is why you will obey me and behave, my little Slave”

I will, of course, My Master

But it’s so hard when you look like that

Exposed, Teased, Tormented and A Taste of Master’s Cock

As instructed, I arrived at the trailhead at nine am, prepared with a cafe mocha for you, a fully charged phone and the Hush in FC3. I had added an almond biscotti as an extra treat for My Master, remembering your sweet tooth and fondness for little gestures of devotion. As previously instructed, I was wearing the open cup bra I had ordered special made in dark red and black which you refer to as part of my “uniform”. It has an underwire that lifts the breasts but no cup so the majority of the breast and the nipples are completely exposed for you to play with or show as you desire. This was under a cranberry colored shirt that had a deep surplice V neckline which opened to the waist and allowed my breasts to be easily exposed with just a slight tug of the fabric. This was paired with tight black leggings, a black scarf and hiking boots. I felt like a proper service sub, rushing out of the coffee shop, ass firmly plugged, my exposed nipples hard and a my mind a little harried thinking I might be keeping My Master waiting.

You had beat me there by a few minutes and greeted me appearing relaxed, in good spirits and looking absolutely gorgeous in aviators, jeans and a winter jacket, still tan from the warmer climate you had been enjoying. I took pleasure in presenting you with your coffee and leaned forward to kiss you, at which you gave me a stern frown and shake of the head and reminded me that I needed to ask. I apologized sheepishly and you allowed your eager little Pet to kiss and nuzzle your cheeks. You took me on your arm, gave me a hug and a snuggle and we headed up the trail after you took my phone and set the Hush in your FC3 to vibing a nice pattern which made me moan in pleasure. A few minutes in you glanced around and seeing no one immediately about, promptly gave my ass several loud and firm slaps. I winced, gasped and then giggled at how loud it was. This was just a taste of the play to come.

We slowly worked out way up the steep and rocky hill typical of this region until we came to an overlook. This was a popular hiking spot and people popped in and out every five to ten minutes or so on their way up the mountain. We were briefly alone and admiring the view when you wrapped your arms around me, whispered in my ear for me to cum and reached into my shirt, expertly locating and pinching my nipple hard while I orgasmed in your arms. Then you abruptly pulled open my top, fully exposing your Property’s breasts to the chilly breeze at the top of the cliff where we stood, promptly hardening my naked nipples. I was shocked and whimpered a protest, trying to curl my chest in, but you took my arms and pulled them back, thrusting my breasts out further. I had never been so exposed and immediately felt FC2 throbbing with excitement. You saw people heading up the trail and turned me slightly, while I covered myself in a second and we casually resumed walking, greeting other hikers with polite small talk as we strolled along.

Little did the other morning hikers know how you were torturing your Slave right in front of them. Alternating between the periods of walking, chatting and admiring the views, you repeatedly ordered me to cum, sometimes in full view of others, sometimes just the two of us, sometimes in your arms, telling me to hold onto you and other times no mercy was shown and you demanded I continue the conversation we had been enjoying even as an orgasm rolled through my body, telling me to keep walking, keep explaining, keep kissing you or whatever I had been doing when you ordered me to orgasm. I tried so hard to do so, but my brain doesn’t work very well when I am sexually excited and you laughed to see your smart alpha submissive, barely able to string words together, cumming in my panties on your command. You kept playing with the Hush, at times leaving it off, other times running a pattern sent vibrations from your stuffed FC3 through my sensitive and aroused FC2. During all this you kept up a wonderful and natural flowing of a mix of endearments, calling me your Pet, Treasure, Princess mixed with frequent verbal degradation, constantly reminding me I was your whore, your Slut, your Piss Pup, your Slave. Always, always your Slave.

We reached the top of the ridge where there was a large tower, which we were unable to climb due to COVID restrictions. There were attractive grounds with outbuildings and you led us around them, chatting pleasantly with the strangers we bumped into. You again pulled me into your arms, letting me kiss and caress you with your permission. You fondled my breasts and pinched my nipples, you grabbed my hair and pulled my head far back, exposing my neck which you bit, harder than before, making me moan in pleasure and pain. I enjoyed feeling more of your body as you let me rub my hands over your ass, while I wigged against you in excitement, causing you to laugh at your horny Slut Slave. You had forgotten a hat and complained of your ears being cold and I happily offered to warm them with my mouth or my hands, both of which you took advantage of. I enjoyed very much having my body be used by you for this need and I told you that to do so was my purpose, to bring you comfort and pleasure and you agreed and called me “such a devoted Slave”.

We wandered off to a small picnic shelter, slightly less exposed although I could still see people, they were looking away at the view or chatting with their companions. I couldn’t keep my hands or my mouth off you and you seemed to enjoy the affectionate touch, having not been caressed by another in a long time while you were away. I was indulged with more kissing, biting, hair pulling and command orgasms; you reached around and firmly shoved the Hush even deeper in your FC3 and rubbed my clit through my tight leggings, making me pant and press against your hand. Then you told me to kneel which I was nervous about, given the public setting but I didn’t hesitate, trusting that you would not have me do so unless it was reasonably safe. You had me recite Morning Prayer again which I did readily while staring deep in your eyes. You allowed me to stand and we headed back down the trail.

It was getting busier on the trail with large groups of hikers as the morning went on. We attempted to find a quieter area but it was difficult. Finally you took us off the path to a slightly less trafficked area, although people were clearly not far away. I was excited, hoping that you would allow me to suck on your cock, which I had been dreaming about and desiring for months. Indeed, you told me to kneel and open my mouth, “no hands” was my instruction and you unbuttoned and unzipped and your thick hard cock was in my face, much to my delight. I eagerly took you in my mouth and sucked it with your warm, wet, FC1, running my tongue up the bottom of your cock and savoring the feel of you. You had me look up at you several times and pulled it out to wipe it across my face, smearing me with spit, having me hold my mouth open while you rested your cock gently in FC1, knowing I was desperate to suck you again. Finally you allowed me to again begin to suck and lick you and I felt you getting harder as I continued. I was so aroused and feeling thrilled, hoping that I would be able to make you cum in a few more minutes when you abruptly stopped and had me button you back up.

Of course I followed orders but I was sad that I didn’t get to bring you to climax and get to taste My Master’s cum. We continued down the trail, still snuggling and kissing, with you at one point stopping in the middle of the trail and wrapping your arms around me, having me cum, which I did hard, shaking in pleasure at which point you reached into my shirt again and flicked my nipples hard. This was much more painful that the pinching and I gasped loudly in surprise at the intensity, which caused my orgasm to immediately fade. You noticed and asked and I explained that sharp pain can cause me to lose my focus on the pleasure that you allow me. I also shared that I was worried about my ability to tolerate pain and that I hoped you would go slow with me, which you reassured me you would.

We headed to lunch at the restaurant of your choice and you told me it would be your treat, a gesture which made me smile and feel spoiled. At lunch we enjoyed chatting about a wide variety of topics; again the conversation was easy and flowing. You rolled your eyes in amusement and frustration at my tendency to talk too loudly when excited, which you have to continually correct and I suggested a gag for the future. You thought perhaps a shock collar. You let me sit next to you in the booth and kept a hand on me or had me put my leg over yours so we were always physically connected throughout the meal. You fed me again. At one point you decided to briefly exposed my tits in this crowded dining room, which made me literally squirm and protest as the hostess was scanning the room in boredom. You put my hands flat on the table and made me cum, feeling my body shake against yours, your power over me, telling me to squeeze your hand so I could stay quiet.

After lunch you walked me to my car and backed me against it, grabbing me by the hair (which I love) and pulling my head so far back, it felt like all I could see was the blue autumn sky and your dark eyes. You bit me again, I will have to see if I have marks this morning. Then you flipped me around and pulled my shoulders back, pinning them behind me alternating with rubbing them in massage. The massage felt fantastic as my muscles are tight from the heavy workouts I do. You told me that soon you would restrain me like that, shoulders pinned back, chest thrust forward. Then you looked around the parking lot, which was surrounded by office buildings on all sides and, although not full, was busy with cars and people going by every few minutes. You pulled my shirt open, which I thought would again be for a second only, but instead of caressing, pinching or flicking your play toys, you pressed them hard, against the cold glass window of your car, while you pinned my arms behind me. You arranged my scarf over the sides so that at a very casual glance we would just look like an amorous couple in a slightly inappropriate cuddle but anyone who took a second look or had the right angle would see that you actually had my full, naked breasts squished and exposed while you held me down. I scanned the windows of the building around me, while I took in the sensation of the smooth cold glass on my now tender nipples and felt your strong hands on me, pushing me down, placing me as you wanted me, using me. I don’t know how long I was held like that, probably no where near as long as it felt. You released me and I covered myself and dove back into your arms and you held me and stroked my hair, then buried your hand in it and pulled my head up, telling me to kiss your cheeks again, which I did so, feeling so soft, Owned, controlled. I loved how you pushed me and yet were there for me afterwards.

We said our goodbyes and I sat in the car for a bit to collect my thoughts and just relax. I felt exhausted but calm and happy. There had been so many new things and I enjoyed them so much. I love how you brought together moments of shock, pain and humiliation with tenderness, affection and pleasure. That is the combination I truly love and find so addicting and exciting. I realized fully how much power you have over me and how you will not hesitate to use it as you wish. A thought which makes me both excited with anticipation and of course, also a little nervous even though I feel great trust in you, My Master. I know you will push me like no other would dare.

Although our physical interactions were incredible throughout the morning, some of the things we talked about were equally important and appreciated by me. Several times while hiking you mentioned my play partner, as I had told you that I had notified him that I was no longer available for sex. I was uncertain about how to react as you never spoke or asked about him before. You reflected on that stage in our relationship, stating that you felt that it was only after that error and almost losing you that I deepened my submission or as you put it you “set the hook”. Talking about that time is very emotional for me and my eyes filled with tears thinking about how I could so easily have never even had these experiences with you because of my impulsivity and poor sexual self control. You understand that your Slave needs to continue to work on self control and receive firm correction and consequences for her errors. Also you brought up that you had been chatting with a new woman on Tinder and told me about her, her BDSM interests, showed me your texts and that you had suggested she stop by for lunch if she was interested in meeting us. Sadly she was clear in her desire for a monogamous relationship with a potential Dom but I thanked you for your transparency about your continued pursuit of other women either for casual play or for you to take as another sub/gf. I’m glad we are talking about that and your honesty and openness really helps me feel safe and connected to you which reduces my inevitable anxiety about my role as you take on new relationships in the coming weeks and months.

It was an amazing morning spent in service and play with My Master. I thank you for your attention and for continuing to choose me for your Slave. I thank you for the delicious lunch and the many orgasms, My Master. My goal is your happiness, My Lord, and your use of me fills me with pleasure. I hope soon you will choose to fill me with your cum as well, I can’t wait to have access to your whole body and hope you will allow me to lavish you with my service, attention and affection, knowing you can take whatever pleasure you desire from your Property with just a word.

9/14/20-9/20/20

Good morning, My Master

Thank you for these images

It doesn’t appear likely that my hook obsession will be reduced in the future, My Master

The only thing I am more obsessed with is My Master’s beautiful, hard cock

“Along with your Owner’s wishes”

Your wishes are my desires, My Master

“That’s my Slave and my Property

I told you, that you would love the Hook”

Of course you were right, My Master

You know my mind and body so well

Bc it is all your Property

You pay attention to it and now you know what pleases it, My Master

“It’s not always about pleasing my Property

It’s usually about using it and having my cum drip from it

Marking it.

With cane or bite marks”

Yes, of course, My Master

But you are correct that the Hook pleases me, My Master

And being Used and dripping My Master’s cum will too

“Mmmmm

Filling my FC3.

….

As I record the cum dripping as I spank, cane, flog my slave

Would you like that gift, Slave *real name*”

Yes, My Master

I am your three-hole, FC Playground

I am your Property, My Master

__________________________________________

I wasn’t sure if it ever got to you, My Wolf

And I like them to be surprises if possible

“I know

Which I also love”

I know; a good Slave also pays attention to what pleases her Master

And I am blessed with a wonderful Master

I always want you to know how much I appreciate your Ownership of me, My Master

You have given me so much, My Lord

“Cum, My Property

Cum, you worthless, pathetic, Wonderful Treasure”

An Evening with Friends

I have gradually but consistently been introduced to several of your friends now, which has done a lot to reassure me that you are sincere in your interest in keeping me in your life upon your return. It has also been reassuring to meet other normal people who like you and have known you for years. I have been enjoying chatting with a friend of yours who is a female sub and we went out to breakfast together a week or so ago and got along quite well.

This week you asked if I would be interested in meeting a friend who does therapeutic hypnosis. I have some experience with hypnosis and love having novel experiences, so I was happy to agree to see him for help with my “anxiety”. He invited me over to his house and I arrived bearing two boxes of wine, as a gift from you, My Master and a bottle of rum as a gift from myself. We hit it off immediately and your friend, who is social and extroverted, made me feel right at home. Unexpectedly another friend of yours, also a Dom, was at the house with his female Sub/girlfriend and we were introduced. It was very fun to hear your friends teasing you and reminiscing about things you had done in the past. I like to learn more about you and understand you better. It also felt validating that things I enjoy or get frustrated about with you are similar to the observations and experiences of others who know you well. This makes me feel like perhaps my perception of you is more accurate than I had thought.

I had my hypnosis and your friend had some trouble identifying a target to work on with me, which he said was quite unusual for him. He eventually decided to have me do a vivid visualization and visit myself as a child, speak to my child self and embrace her, bringing her innocence and hopefulness back into my adult self. It was a lovely hypnosis and I was easily induced as I have done self hypnosis in the past. It was amusing that as we were doing hypnosis, we could clearly hear your Dom friend doing an impact session with his sub upstairs. It made me feel a bit jealous, to be honest my Master, but it also made me feel like I was with people who understood me.

We all drank more wine, a fire was built and cookies were eaten and a lively conversation was underway. Your friends were funny, welcoming and interested in me and there was a general sense of my being somewhat unexpected or atypical, although not in a bad way. They seemed to particularly like that I am a Switch and have a professional career. Your friend said that you, My Master, were “mistaken about me”, a comment I do not fully understand, but it makes me a little nervous, wondering what you have told them about me, My Master and what you think I am like. The female sub was quite pretty and very quiet and submissive; very different from your Slave, My Master. I paid her several compliments, hopefully tastefully, and enjoyed watching her. I got a little buzzed from all the wine and hopefully didn’t say anything too stupid. I realized it was getting late and switched to water so I would be safe to drive home.

Your Dom friend was particularly interested in my experiences as a Switch and that I have had a female Sub in the past. I went to use the bathroom and when I came back, he intercepted me alone in the kitchen, taking me by the arm and asking me privately if I would be interested in spanking his Sub. I was, of course, very flattered. And, as I am sure you are not surprised, I would have liked to do it, because I was attracted to her and it has been a long time since I got to play with a sub woman. The first thing I asked him was if he had your permission. When he told me that you hadn’t responded to his text asking, I realized that as fun as it might be, it was a bad idea. One, it was late and time for me to leave. Two, I felt like I didn’t necessarily want to have that be my first impression with your friends. Three, I was pretty horny and didn’t want to put myself in a situation where I would make a mistake. Several times that night I wished you were there with me but most of all at that moment. I would have loved to look to you for approval and permission, for guidance. You weren’t there in person, but you have shaped my mind, heart and behavior such that I knew what you would want from me. You are always with me now.

So, I did what I knew was the right thing and declined the tempting offer, gathered my things, thanked the gracious host and drove home after a lovely evening spent with new friends. Thank you for giving me a chance to grow closer to you through incorporating me more and more into your life, My Master. Thank you for all your hard work instilling more sexual self control into me and improving me so that I may bring you honor as your obedient and respected Slave.

Adventures with FC3

Earlier this week I finally received the anal hook I had ordered a month or so ago. Along with it I had ordered my first inflatable dildo with the intention of using it for anal play, although right now you have it blown up in FC2 while FC3 is plugged and I write this blog; putting delicious pressure throughout your stuffed holes with just a thread of discomfort. The tubing is lying against my slick clit and rubbing everytime I shift my weight and this is making me so horny. You are also tormenting me this morning with images of your cock pre and post grooming, so that your smooth balls and thick shaft are on my mind but sadly not yet in my mouth, where I want them to be so badly. I cannot wait to lick and suck them, on my knees, perhaps with a Kitten or Toy to help make it even more fun, our tongues swirling together over your hardness while we smile and suck and kiss.

You had suggested the anal toys to me a long time ago but it took a while for them to come. When I told you I finally had the anal hook, you immediately asked me to put it in, tie a rope harness and wear it to the store, which was intimidating as I had never tried a hook or a self tie before. I requested permission to play with it privately first, which you graciously granted. I had thought you might offer to play with me when I asked and received permission to use FC3 and my new toys on Friday night but sadly you did not. I do so miss direct play, My Master. While I enjoy texting and exchanging pictures and videos, nothing compares to being under your direct verbal instruction and your quick and vigorous correction.

You did ask me to send you photos of my play, which I appreciated, since of course, I was excited and who else could I share my explorations with but my Dom? I did a thorough cleanout of FC3, arranged to have some privacy and set up my room with my large mirror, towels, lube and my new anal hook, inflatable and the satisfier. I put on a hot pink quarter cup bra that exposed my nipples and a pair of suspender fishnets with no panties. I admired myself in the mirror and sent you a picture of my set up, then pulled out my Slave plug. I was aroused already by setting up; I enjoy the preparation phase and you had been edging me throughout the day while having me stare at an image of a beautiful naked man, fully erect, kissing a white woman while getting his dick sucked by a black woman who was staring up at him adoringly. I was texting you on and off throughout this play and you were responding pretty quickly, which really increased the fun for me.

I started by lubing up and inserting the inflatable into FC3. It was a little tricky to get the soft, floppy, slippery balloon-like dildo in place and I giggled trying to slide it in there unsuccessfully, but eventually I seated it and began pumping it up. The sensation was unique in that it doesn’t stretch FC3 open but rather fills the rectum and puts pressure on it. I pumped it up pretty high to see what I could tolerate and explore the sensation. You gave me permission to play with my aching clit and try to orgasm with it in but it did start to get uncomfortable which was distracting to me and you suggested letting it deflate a bit, which made it more pleasureable to me again. I loved how it looked plugged in FC3, with the hose coming out and my pink, wet FC2 beneath. I watched myself in the mirror, on my hands and knees, ass stuffed and stretched full and my fingers stroking my slippery folds, dipping in and out of FC2. I sent you this image and you told me to fuck FC3. I smiled and retrieved the dildo you suggested I use, removed the inflatable, which slipped out easily once deflated and started fucking your Property in its open, lubed up FC3, pushing the dildo in and out rhythmically while watching myself in the mirror and moaning in pleasure. I love seeing a woman get fucked in the ass, including myself, My Master.

The dildo I chose has lots of texture and the sensation of FC3 being stretched open again and again, with all the little nubs and grooves running over the sensitive, tight hole were maddeningly pleasurable. I wanted to cum just from how well I was fucking your FC3 but you had not given permission. I sent you a message thanking you for letting me use your fuck cunt and asking permission to have an anal orgasm, along with video of my activities. You granted me permission to cum twice, the first orgasm ripped through me as soon as I read the message and the second not far behind as I put the dildo on the ground and bounced up and down on it, slamming it deeply inside as I rode it until I came again so hard, feeling FC2 clenching and spasming in response to the rough abuse of FC3. I laughed in delight as I reached down and felt how dripping wet FC2 was, pussy juice covering my hand like snail slime.

Next, it was time for the hook. I have been preoccupied with using an anal hook since you first showed me an image of one months ago. Something I never even knew existed before you and certainly never would have had the courage to try. Look how far you have taken me, My Master! Initially hooks frightened me and excited me with the brutal way they look. Now I am definitely more excited by them than frightened although there is an element of humiliation (meat hook imagery) I appreciated and enjoy. And you know I love anal use, so it is no surprise that this toy is something I have been looking forward to trying. This one is a cheap thing, aluminum and light and with two exchangable head sizes for the ball at the end of the hook. I had showed it to you with the balls in the palm of my hand for reference and we agreed that the small one would be manageable for your FC3.

After the previous rigorous use, FC3 was well opened and after applying a little more lube, the hook slipped right in easily. I loved seeing FC3 stretch open to accept it and how it looked snug in between my round buttocks. It felt so good and I loved the way it pulled at FC3 when I moved. I had my shibari rope and fashioned a sloppy harness with it to hold the hook against my waist. I sent you pics and you expressed approval, then had me kneel and recite my Loyalty Mantra while staring into my own eyes in the mirror. Then you led me through some questions, reminding me that I was your Slave Property, that I was only to be used by yourself, my husband and my approved play partner/s (approved by you) and making me cum while I watched myself, kneeling and hooked. I put some clothing on top, a pair of jean shorts and a loose open neck sweater you had recently chosen for me and took pictures which I posted online for my own amusement, with no mention of the fact that I was secretly wearing the hook and harness underneath. You know how I love to feel like a naughty girl with a dirty secret, My Master.

The next day I was preparing to go shopping, and as is my habit (? rule), I texted to let you know, in case you had any Task you wanted me to do on the trip. You often use these shopping trips as convenient times for Public play, by having your FC2 and/or 3 stuffed with vibes, weights or dildos and giving me public orgasms or other tasks (kneeling, touching myself subtly etc). I enjoy this immensely and was not surprised at all when you told me I was going to take a “hook stroll” that day. I pulled out my Slave plug, lubed and inserted the hook again, this time attaching it to a slim leather belt to avoid a bulky rope harness under my clothing. I threaded the belt through the front loops of my jeans and threw on a modest cardigan. I sent you a pic of my work and you approved, telling me to post a pic of your hooked FC3 on Fet as a show of obedience which I immediately did.

FC3 was a bit sore and I had the belt tight, pulling hard on it so that it became quite painful by the time I entered the store. I was grimacing and struggling to remember my shopping list while enduring the humiliation and discomfort. I was surprised because I had not found the hook very painful the night prior but I realized that if I loosened the belt a bit, it became far more tolerable and even pleasurable again at times although mixed with pain from my now sore and tender FC3. I started texting with you in the store and you immediately began giving me commands to cum. Again and again you ordered me to orgasm while I walked around the store, feeling the hook shifting and pulling inside me, feeling the wetness begin to drip out of FC2 and soaking into my thong. I tried to hide what was happening as the store was busy and crowded. Men were watching me, chatting with me, in my tight jeans and low cut peasant blouse despite the modest cardigan on top. I felt tortured as every time you made me cum, FC2 and 3 would clench down, thus increasing the pain. Yet I was so aroused that I wanted more orgasms despite it. I felt frantic and slipping into subspace. I texted you and you took me farther, reminding me of my position in life and contrasting it with my current situation of a pathetic fuck puppet, hooked and cumming in her panties in public at her Master’s command. You had me rub my hooked ass against my cart for a count of 15, which I did, while a middle aged man twenty feet away looked for vitamins, feeling it moving up and down, wiggling in the sore, abused, stretched hole, so sensitive now to even the tiniest sensations. When you texted that I was your Slave and always being trained by you, My Master, it just catapulted me right into subspace and I had an intense impulse to kneel in obedience and service. You had me do so, briefly but correctly, on the hard tiles of the store and you made me cum a final time like that, completely at your mercy and consumed. When I got home, I sent you a picture of my soaked through panties and you called me a Slut. The next morning you thoughtfully asked how FC3 was feeling and if I had slept well. You are so wonderful, My Master. I don’t want anyone or anything else. How can you know so well what I need? You are just right for me.